Saturday, March 08, 2008

今晚的我，心情依旧复杂。。。

I think I am and will be a grumpy bear for these few days bah... cos' I'm feeling unwell =/

Hmm... to start off, I must say that I never expect myself to be so disciplined - posting entries to my blog, on a daily basis, now. Remember, I've 'neglected' my blog for a long long time before I came back to it again =p but, I must admit that I sort of enjoy blogging now, cos' blogging becomes a revenue for me to rant out my inner thoughts; feelings; emotions =p

nothing much to say about my life for now, cos' am job-hunting and going for interviews =/ hopefully someone, some place, somewhere wants me, and I can start working (: I'm planning to work till I drop, work to distract myself and keep myself fully occupied, so that I won't keep thinking about any other things; so that I won't have anymore late/sleep-less nights; so that my heart won't keep aching anymore =/ I want to have my good quality night sleep back; I want the smiling old me back (:

尽管现在的我还是很难受，伤心难过
尽管心还是很痛；很煎熬
我还是会微笑着
去过每一天
去迎接每一天的到来
因为我相信
每一天都是一个新的开始
我一定可以过得很好的
我，会加油的 ^-^

I believe that, nothing is impossible.
And I can do it, if I believe in it.
Although hard, but I believe I can do it (:

On the path that I've chosen to walk, even if you are not there to hold my hand and walk with me till the end; even if there's nothing solid for me to stand on when I'm a step away from the darkness of the unknown, I'll learn to be independent; to walk the path till the end alone, to learn to soar and fly on my own (:

回忆 - 很甜蜜，却也很折磨人。。。

*[[SockS]]-*Faith*
When you come to the edge of all the light you have,
and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown,
*faith* is knowing one of two things will happen:
There will be something solid to stand on; or you will be taught how to fly =) ]]*

she pen down her thoughts @12:09 AM

PROFILE ♥

Name: Sock Ruan
Nickname: Socks/Sockie/Socky/Sharon
Afflitration: High Society Girls (Nicole Gems Prawn is my name for now =p)
Age: A woman's secret! =p
Egg Crack: 14 Aug's my b'dae and you better not forget =p
School: Currently an unofficial graduate early childhood educator of Ngee Ann Polytechnic =p

*Fortunate and blessed to be who I am
with loving and supporting family and friends with me
whenever and wherever I may be (^_^)*

MORE ABOUT HER ♥

~ Heart th' colour Yellow - very much, alot ^>^

~ Love watching Anime(s) - slam dunk. cardcaptor sakura. fruits basket. shaman king. inuyasha. recommend her more (;

~ Heart Music - any nice and pleasing songs that entice her sensorially

~ Love to sing and hum - 24/7,365 days ^_-

~ Heart Reading and Love her Book Collection - chinese novels (Xun Meng Yuan,Hua Yang). harry potter. lord of the rings. jodi picoult's books. mitch albom's books. and the list runs on... (;

~ Love watching anything and everything - from movies to TV (drama serials; reality shows) : Heart Korean drama serials very much (: followed by Japanese, Taiwanese and local ones (;

~ A LOUD person - think aloud. whisper loud. talk loud. scream/shout/rant out loud. cry out loud. laugh out loud =p

~ A perfectionist and temperamental person sometimes, but do <3 her and bear with her ;p

WISHLIST ♥

-> Family and Friends to be Healthy & Happy

-> To be a good mother/role model to my darling gal Janice, a good daughter/grand-daughter to my parents/grandparents, a good sister/role model to my bro and sis and a good teacher/role model of the children that I will be teaching in years to come =)

-> To further my studies in the field of Education - getting my degrees, masters, PhD (in Early Childhood) in the future =) / go into NIE to be trained to be a school teacher ^>^

-> To have alot yellow stuff =p

-> To have alot of cute & cuddly soft toys (;

-> To study well & get good grades

-> A new, unique yet beautiful yellowish and/or blue-ish blogskin of winnie the pooh which is specially designed for me =p

-> To lose some kilos...hehe (;

-> PSP (purple or pink) for darling Janice

-> another white bag which I heart ($39.90), and more bags =p

-> more footwear (;

-> more clothes ^_-