Tuesday, March 11, 2008

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我
还记得吗

你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

我，在无意间听到了这首歌。。。
我的思绪，也在无意间被这首歌唤醒了。。。

在最近的这段时间里
我好像一直沉浸在伤痛里
暂时忘记了身边关心和爱护我的人；
和我爱及关心的人。。。

昨天
一个电视节目
以及一启突发小事件
让我重新正视及看见被我遗忘的人 -
那些我爱及爱我的人；
真心关心我的人；
一直陪在我身边的人。。。

心，慢慢地热了；
不再那么痛，那么难受了。。。

我静静的想了很久很久；
想着最近发生一切

慢慢地；
我的思绪改观了；
心，变得豁达了。。。

我开始往乐观的可能去想像
我有了对未来的目标；
有了对生活的斗志；
有了以往的微笑

我想
我会慢慢好起来的；
我的心，也会慢慢地痊愈的。。。 ^>^

Always there for me & standing by my side : really a big thank-you, for being there to help. Hearts you all (:

(: darling dee - for offering your help, and listening ears. for being always there for me, to pick me up when I fall or when I'm down; for loving me; for anything and everything. I heart you lots!!! (;

(: reliable daniel - for being so sweet and offering your help (;
(: sweet jacob - for making youself available to help (;

(: resourceful xin - for your brilliant suggestion of the school's IT helpdesk technician (;
(: dear ru ru - for offering your help. i got your sweet thoughts (;
(: luan, the chilli padi who likes to nag me, but cares alot for me (;

(: kind-hearted shirley - for your reply (;

To all : My laptop is alright now ^>^ many thanks to all the darlings above (: I know now; you guys are the lot who will always be there for me (: I was really very panicky and worried yesterday, when my laptop ''died''. I almost died too =/

Last but not least, I also heart you - my dearest family (;

in particular,

* my meimei ^>^ we're closer than before now (:
* my darling Janice, who tried to comfort and console her hysterical Mummy (:
* my brother, who tried to help ''save'' my laptop, though in a futile attempt =p
* Mummy and Daddy, who helped to look after Janice while I rushed down to school to save my laptop (:

and especially to

*** the friendly, patient, nice, skilful and brilliant techinician who managed to ''revive'' and ''save'' my laptop, after battling with it for 2 hours (:

*[[SockS]]-*Faith*
When you come to the edge of all the light you have,
and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown,
*faith* is knowing one of two things will happen:
There will be something solid to stand on; or you will be taught how to fly =) ]]*

she pen down her thoughts @1:25 PM

PROFILE ♥

Name: Sock Ruan
Nickname: Socks/Sockie/Socky/Sharon
Afflitration: High Society Girls (Nicole Gems Prawn is my name for now =p)
Age: A woman's secret! =p
Egg Crack: 14 Aug's my b'dae and you better not forget =p
School: Currently an unofficial graduate early childhood educator of Ngee Ann Polytechnic =p

*Fortunate and blessed to be who I am
with loving and supporting family and friends with me
whenever and wherever I may be (^_^)*

MORE ABOUT HER ♥

~ Heart th' colour Yellow - very much, alot ^>^

~ Love watching Anime(s) - slam dunk. cardcaptor sakura. fruits basket. shaman king. inuyasha. recommend her more (;

~ Heart Music - any nice and pleasing songs that entice her sensorially

~ Love to sing and hum - 24/7,365 days ^_-

~ Heart Reading and Love her Book Collection - chinese novels (Xun Meng Yuan,Hua Yang). harry potter. lord of the rings. jodi picoult's books. mitch albom's books. and the list runs on... (;

~ Love watching anything and everything - from movies to TV (drama serials; reality shows) : Heart Korean drama serials very much (: followed by Japanese, Taiwanese and local ones (;

~ A LOUD person - think aloud. whisper loud. talk loud. scream/shout/rant out loud. cry out loud. laugh out loud =p

~ A perfectionist and temperamental person sometimes, but do <3 her and bear with her ;p

WISHLIST ♥

-> Family and Friends to be Healthy & Happy

-> To be a good mother/role model to my darling gal Janice, a good daughter/grand-daughter to my parents/grandparents, a good sister/role model to my bro and sis and a good teacher/role model of the children that I will be teaching in years to come =)

-> To further my studies in the field of Education - getting my degrees, masters, PhD (in Early Childhood) in the future =) / go into NIE to be trained to be a school teacher ^>^

-> To have alot yellow stuff =p

-> To have alot of cute & cuddly soft toys (;

-> To study well & get good grades

-> A new, unique yet beautiful yellowish and/or blue-ish blogskin of winnie the pooh which is specially designed for me =p

-> To lose some kilos...hehe (;

-> PSP (purple or pink) for darling Janice

-> another white bag which I heart ($39.90), and more bags =p

-> more footwear (;

-> more clothes ^_-